From the last post, I asked October to be good to me.

It has been.

This month has been very nice. Changed to a new role – feels like this is what I was looking for and what I always wanted to improve my skills with. I’ve learned to maintain sharp on a daily basis but also whenever I speak to people, I don’t come across like a robot. That’s definitely what I’m trying to learn how to do and advance.

I’ve realised from my previous role that I’ve lacked from a lot of skills and knowledge and I felt super stuck most of the time. It was good to recognise when something is not right for you. It might be hard to accept but once you get passed that stage of acceptance – you’re okay!

I think everyone goes through this at least once in their life, so that they understand more about themselves and what makes them happy. Once you’re in a stable state, everything else will soon pick up in a better way.

Despite that, I’m feeling worried about my former work colleague who recently admitted to the hospital. He truly opened my mind about the world of ideas and how to make them come true. I cannot emphasise on this relationship enough as it has brought so much valuable perspectives to me, which led to further drive and whatever else. I’m trying everything I can to support but hopefully he will soon recover and get back on his feet.

For now, everything is okay for me. My mind is much clearer and I’m back to being myself – which is the most important thing. I just need to take care of myself more and lose this god damn weight.