I was showering today and thinking about the last few months and in the past. Got fascinated by something.

I grew up in a culture of community, the west would call it “the lefties”. And you know what, I adore this culture. This culture is a culture of helping and supporting each other in order to build something bigger. You can try to be independent as much as you want. You’ll always revert back to your circle of friends, family, work. Something. Otherwise, your life would be full of unhappiness. You’d always feel alone and left out. You start blaming people because it’s there fault that you’re now left alone.

No.

Maybe it’s you.

Reflect.

When you have all the money in the world – and we wish money had emotions – all you have left to find is people. A partner. Would you do anything to upset the only thing that brightens your everyday? Why would you do that? Ask yourself. What should I do to make it better? Then you might find the answer.

And you know what, I still find peace when I find my way back to my family and everything that I grew up with. I was a very lucky kid. I really was. Got everything I needed. Maybe just needed a bit of life experience at the age of 10 maybe lol.

Now, life is here for me sort whatever, anything I can even name of. I am confident in myself now and I feel like I’ve equipped enough to fight anything.

Since life is so unfair sometimes, I truly believe there are angels or some sort of a higher entity looking over me and keeping protecting me. I wonder why they are protecting me. Maybe because I’ve been a good person? Maybe I’m sensitive enough? I don’t know. I just witnesses loads of small spiritual scenarios where I’m like whattttt. what the hell etc. but at the moment, I am happy and ready to fight the next thing to come. Because shit is always ahead after you’re having a great time.