20.06.2025 (diary)

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The world of spirituality is something new to me but has been super powerful in the most magical way.

I had a tarot reading contact from a dear friend from back home earlier this year.

I didn’t really believe in tarot and never experienced anything spiritually in most of my whole life. However, I was curious so my friend gave me a contact for tarot reading from home so I can ask for things whenever I feel like I need navigation. So I gave it a go. There were 2 things that happened along the course of the past 2-3 months:

  1. Job

In the tarot reading, the person said I will likely get a new job opportunity in either May or June. Bare in mind, I have had to try and look for a new job since July 2024 and unfortunately no luck. I had to change my direction multiple times in order to find myself the next challenge – which would benefit me in the way of money, experience and long-term stability. This journey drained me so much. But I kept going.

I wanted to pursue a Customer Success career in a tech company, however, I would only get some HR calls and then none would call me back or constant emails of rejections. Meanwhile, on facebook, there are so many people in the Vietnamese community saying that they have been offered a job. I thought to myself. How? In this state of economy? I know many places are making their staff redundancies and many people are losing their jobs. How can they do that? What is their trick?

I tried to apply to multiple Graduate Schemes, jobs on LinkedIn, Indeed, many hours from many sleepless days were spent to just apply, apply, apply. Nothing really happened. So I thought to myself, there must be something wrong in what I do, although I’m aware of the state the job market is at the moment, Reddit people are also screaming about it too.

During this time, I kept seeing angel numbers like 01:01, 05:05 etc and I asked ChatGPT – it says that means balance and alignment, you’re going in the right direction. Am I really? Because I haven’t seen any results.

I changed my CV so many times, I even had to change industry, and eventually I changed my whole objective. I had to explore the opportunity in Real Estate – because I thought, everyone needs a place to live and homes will always be a demand for people. So I applied to a big Real Estate company in London and went for an interview. It went very well, however, I have not got a driving license, so they could only offer me an admin role till I have the license at hand. They were so nice, so professional, but the pay wasn’t too good. And I would need to wait at least a year to move up to a consultant role.

At this point, this is the only offer I had so I accepted it.

However, a week later, another company that I previously applied for contacted me back and mentioned that they’d like to proceed me to the next step in the recruitment process. This job pays more, and it will be a management position – which I’ve always wanted to challenge myself with. I decided to meet them for the interview. Because of the situation I am facing, I had to mention that I do need a decision ASAP, ideally within the day. It was slightly challenging, but I got the offer at the end of that day.

So now, I have 2 job offers, which one do I choose?

I couldn’t sleep. I was happy that I managed to secure 2 different jobs. But which one is the one for me? I consulted many people, at my current work, my friends and my family. The majority went for the one that pays more and the management role. I’m still in a dilemma at this point because I think the Real Estate role would give me more job security. I was sitting at my desk, praying to god – please give me a sign.

This is when the spirituality came in.

After this, I went to bed but I put Netflix on. I put on “Kath & Kim” – the most famous and hilarious Australian show ever. I just pressed “continue watching” for this series.

In this episode, Kath did a floral design course and she was very stressed but succeeded at the end. It took me a good 20 minutes to realise – flowers? It is basically what the company besides the Real Estate one offered a job does. So yes, god gave me a sign straight away. It was so so powerful. Bare in mind, in the whole series, Kath also did a Real Estate course and tried to sell her own house. So both companies that gave me the offers align with both of these episodes’ context in “Kath & Kim”, but somehow the floral design one landed on to my watch. This is a big big sign.

After considering every other aspects, I took on the job offer with the company that does flowers. They pay more, I’d have to travel for a bit but I don’t mind. I believe I can contribute a lot to their company – like how I demonstrated myself during the interview with them.

I’m excited for this new chapter in my life but at the same time, still amazed by the world of spirituality.

Remembering back – the tarot reading also said I take on a new job in May or June.

I accepted the offer for the company I’m joining with last week.

2. Relationship

So in the tarot reading, it says for the period of 18/5-18/6, I will face some personal drama. This would be started by “a woman with this kind of colour of hair”. It continues “they might try to cause problems but keep your head focused and keep doing what you are doing”.

I couldn’t work out what it is about or what it might have been until earlier this week. This exact thing mentioned above happened.

When the story broke out, I couldn’t work out who it is because I was given with very little information. However, I kept looking back to the tarot reading that I have and also tried to use educated guess and filtering method. Finally, I worked out who it was. And this person has the same description with the message from the reading.

Again, I have realised tarot reading can be a great tool for navigation whenever you are facing any obstacle. But that story ends there.

This issue has caused me a very stressful time, I had to call 999 in the early morning today because I thought I was having a mini stroke – the left side of my body started to feel numb and droopy. However, they attended at the right time so I am all okay. My local GP who’s been referred to me called me at noon and actually said everything looks fine. It’s just a lot of stress that my body might have tried to shut down.

But it didn’t, and I got help at the right time. I was still able to get up and go to work in the morning – it’s my last day at my current work today so got a lot of things to do as well as to say goodbyes to the people that I have spent the last 5 years with.

I believe nothing will tear me down and I have prepared for the worst. I just need to care about myself and my health more so better things will come hopefully. Also I always feel like my grandmas are with me all the time after their passing. I still feel like after all the hardships, they’re always there to protect me. I also saw a butterfly at my house after the incident about my body – I think it’s one of them.

After this, I feel privileged to have had some spiritual experience, and also find that tarot reading can be a great tool to help you in life. I think more people should try it.